It is the time of year when we are and show our best... For me it is a time of transit, a time of confusion and a time of gathering myself and my thoughts about what my life has been for the past 6 months (basically) and where I want it to go from now on... The last one is gonna take me more than just one night to figure it out!
Tonight everybody will be happy and joyous, and I... I don't know how I will feel. Horny is one option... although I don't have anyone to ease it with! That doesn't mean I wont feel it... but, a one night stand wont do it either.
Alone! that is not an option, it is the way it will be! My brother is going early to bed. He's got a date with his biker buddies early tomorrow. My niece is going through a break up with her fiancee and she is not going to do a thing... she is gonna be with him! IDIOT! Therefore, I am on my own... as usual!
Tonight I will fly solo... again! But, in the end, that is how I think I like it!
Happy New Year to everyone and best wishes for the whole 2009!
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