I felt so happy! When I opened my mailbox there was a message from Max. I was thrilled. But, as I started reading his message I realized it was not a happy occasion. My baby is going through the worst heartbreak!
His relationship ended, under what terms? it is not clear to me. Not that he wasn't making any sense, just don't know the details... and it is in the details where the answers mostly lie.
Love, Why does it have to be so complicated? When there is nothing complicated about the feeling itself! It is either black or white, there are no gray zones in love, NONE! You either love or don't love, could it be simpler!
But, when your heart aches to the point you can barely breath... there is no logic that will ease its pain!
My baby is aching all over, and I feel so impotent! His pain is my pain, his despair is the same I feel... But, how can I ease his hurt when I dunno how to ease my own????
How can I comfort him with words of wisdom when I can't find the same for myself????
How can I ease his undone heart when mine is as undone as his? As a matter of fact, he has it easier than me... At least he can go and see her, talk to her, hold her in his arms and tell her that everything is gonna be alright. That he loves her above all things, and he can tell that to her face, in person! That she is the moon of his night, the sun of his day... If I feel the same, there is no absolution for me. There is no face, no body, no one to tell that to! It is as if I am in the middle of a void, and the void is slowly eating me... constantly chewing on me, increasing the unbearable pain of been in love, in love with a ghost!
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