I was minding my own business. A visit to my friend at the video store. Catching up with her, since we hadn't talk for 4 days... I was hosting my Transylvanian guy! Then, all of a sudden, and out of nowhere, this girl shows up and says hi to my friend. I know her, I've seen her before, many times before! I think we even went together to the Horror Film Festival last winter... not my friend though! But a friend of my friend. Are you following me?
Anyways, she rents the movie American History X with Edward Norton and Edward Furlong. It is about neo-nazi skinheads... and then she opens her mouth, which apparently it isn't connected to her brain... Unfortunately!
She starts talking about the great job the nazis did during WWII. That it is a good thing to kill groups of people to clean the gene pool! And so on... At first I thought she was joking... But then I asked bluntly, "you must be joking, right?"... she turns around, serious face and all, and says to me, in my face! "no, I am not joking".
The next thing was me getting all outraged! The steam: I could feel it coming out my ears, my nose, my eyes! Probably red too! And then, I couldn't help it, I answered that ominous comment "Ok, right! Why don't we start with you then? Right here, right now! I have my knife right here in my pocket (always have it!) it will just take a move from my hand and you will be bleeding to death in a few seconds". She then says to me: "first you have to get me" Aaaaaarrrg!
"Don't worry" I say, "it will be a fast death, you wouldn't even know what is happened until you get to the other side! People like you are the ones who don't deserve to live" I continued, "and I don't care if there are witnesses or not, I don't care cause I would be doing a favor to society. After all, it is their word against mine, and I am very good at getting out of hairy situations. After I kill you, I will be outta here like nothing happened"
And I swear to you! I was ready to do it. Determined! My friend tried, in vain, to make a joke out of it: "Hey Silvia, what about the cameras!" to what I coldly said "the cameras don't work" Which, by the way, it's true!
In the end, I took a deep, deep, deep breath with my knife still in my hand, and walked out the door with not even a goodbye to my friend!
It's been two days already since the incident. Now I can write about it more calmly, but I still feel outraged inside!
All my life I have been fighting intolerance, racism and xenophobe people like this little maggot! I could have crushed it under my shoe, and feel no remorse about it! And I don't think that by doing so would have put me at her level!
When is it gonna stop? When will people learn anything from our bloody past! History teaches us all kinds of lessons as we go by! Why are there people then that still look back and think that killing indiscriminately is a good thing!
Sixty million people died during WWII, 12 of those millions exterminated by the nazi regime, and the rest fighting against it! Isn't that enough! And it is not only WWII, we have thousands of genocide examples throughout history! The former Yugoslavia, Darfur, Rwanda, Sudan, Gaza... just to mention a few of the more recent ones.
Maggots keep on breeding like rats! But people keep on turning their heads, and looking sideways whenever it happens! ......... I didn't! But, should I have acted on it? Vigilante style?
One thing is for sure, the lack of brains and discernment it will only lead to dangerous minds. With no morals whatsoever, nor respect for their fellow human beings. FUCKING MAGGOTS!
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