Sometimes I wonder... Is anyone reading my blog? I know I share every post on my FB account, and people leave messages there. Some of them really encouraging! But, I keep wondering... Why doesn't anybody leaves me a message here!
In the beginning of my blog days, I remember receiving messages. I knew then that people was reading my, and I have to admit it, SHIT! Lol But lately... Nothingness! Am I sending words into space, like little probes searching for something? And if, in fact, it is so... Isn't anyone listening? Aren't there enough radio telescopes to intercept my cry for recognition?
Recognition, Ah! Is it really that what am I craving for? I don't like to think so... but, can't keep from wondering! On the other hand, I would really like to think that what am I really hungry for, it is simple reciprocity. Someone who'll pick up the challenge to write me back! Yes, it is definitely that! The recognition, (we all at some point seek, or sought-after) it is a given... as long as you already have reciprocity!
How I long for someone to pick my brains! I am sure it is the sole reason for my blog's existence... the search for intelligent life elsewhere! Lol Could the lack of response mean that I am alone and lost in my own universe? Just the thought of it, and I am already shivering. A cold and unmerciful feeling runs up my spine, gives me the willies, and makes me blue all over again!
Can it really be possible that no one is really reading this? Can it really be possible that I am more alone than I thought? As if!
If there is anyone out there listening to what I have to say... could you please acknowledge by sending me a word or two? I really am in a pretty poor shape here, and really need to know there is someone else living in my own little universe!
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